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still no iphone... shoot me plz this is death already

iphone blues

my friend dropped my baby my iphone in a toliet at club tessa... most heart breaking thing thats happened to me in a while... im dying without the phone right now... and i know she didnt do it purposely but it just hurts i miss my phone... i was crying so much after that i drove home in tears in the middle of mad fog that i got into a car accident... smh... so my cars messed up as well... no phone no car... I HAVE NO WAY TO TALK TO ANYONE OTHER THEN THE COMPUTER... i went from never been on a computer to being stuck infront of one for hours because i have no way other to talk to any one...

id have to admit ive gotten spoiled to techninology* what do you think you would have done if you were in my shoes?? smh

JemstarTV.com

I know i havent been constant with my blog but thats all going to change...


1st thing 1st i need everyone to pay attention to Jemstar!!!
Jemstar is a rapper located in Orlando Florida who has his own Ustream show that broadcasts live every day; they talk music, sex, relationship, politics, and any major topic you can think of. There is even shows were he dedicates the show to other upcoming artsist for a fan "Hot or Not" listening session. I myself come to the show to coHost with Jemstar, it gets crazy!!! but basicly here in Orlando, If you dont kno Jemstar then you dont kno music...

so if you haven't heard any of his music please go to www.datpiff.com search Jemstar and download his 2 mixtakes and if you like you can sign up to JemstarTV.com become a fan and download the "Best of Jemstar" mixtape.

HES FAMOUS TRUST ME;; DONT BELIEVE ME GOOGLE HIM JEMSTAR
FOLLOW HIM ON TWITTER;; @JEMSTARMUSIC

phOtOshoOt w/ sOme of TYB

havent been On this in a while... but i did a lil phOtOshoOt fOr twO of my gOrgeOus bOys in TYB;; whOle sqUad phOtOshoOt cOming soON....


heres a lil taste Of wat we did;;

















there gOrgeOus i knO;; loOk at thOse dimples!!!!1

saving the random

so christian and i were pulling into the neighborhood when we seen some man laying on the middle of tha road... he wasnt moving... Christian got out of my car to go over to him to see if he was breathing or moving or anything.... he wasn't moving but christian seen blood all over him... christian told me " Jessie call 911, we can't just leave him there..." so i called and in mins 6 cop cars were there... the cops said they thought it might be a drug overdose.... but whateva the case may be they said we called in time and that he was going to be fine... so as christian says... we " won the noble prize for good deed of the year, and we should be on oprah " lmfao not that we would ever make it on oprah for anything that small... but whateva... after the crazy week we've all had... it kinda felt good to do something that meant another persons life.

i [ heart ] the APT

i dont think life gets better than how we do it... 7 days a week 24 hours a day we gets it poppin....=]

my life is crazy hands down

so after my week in springs i decided to come bak down one more time before i was bak out to NY;; and in one day i got bak into school, found an apartment, fixed my car nd license whats left is i need a new job... butttttt i moved bak to coral springs... nd honestly i can say its tha best choice ive made in a while... i love my city and want to go back ASAP but right now this is whats good for me and imma stick to it... geesh i love springs why did i leave in tha 1st place is what im asking myself because i would have been done w/ school this october if i didnt leave... smh we live we learn... any ways shits crazy lol

my week bak in sprinqs

So as most know im spending some time back in FLA nd the past week i spent it back in Coral Springs... and oooohhh how i missed Springs... it had to be one of the most amazing weeks ive had in a while... i was w/ the boys in tha " APT " staying in that house is a party EVERY DAY of tha week... no matter if you have school or work in tha morning... its constant party time no matter what... So this is how my week went;;

THURSDAY;; old APT party... got to chill w/ alfy awwww i missed him so much... one of my favorites.... nd it wouldnt have been right if alfy didnt go off tha dome at tha party... ( alfy i got tha new mixape you already kno its on tha ipOd )

FRIDAY;; brandon's party... lol soooo drunk... steffa became my new APT biffle that was my evil partner for tha night ( i love you steffa )

SATURDAY;; didnt do shit spent tha night at the new APT doing nun but watching movies and vibin it was chillin though

SUNDAY;; 1st night i eva drank a 211 oh lord what a 211 does to me i dont kno... lmfao i was drunk as fuck fell asleep on tha floor sucking my thumb then woke up trying to kill carlos hahahahaha ( carlos we got that love hate.... lol )

MONDAY;; 2nd night of 211's did anything interesting happen i dont remember... lol

TUESDAY;; 3rd night of 211's omg i was a little upset about some bullshit so i ODeeD i was od drunk... lmfao but atleast all i did was pass out... but my PIC was w/ me so of course we was wildin out... geesh i love her... PS o'bryan is tha best fucking cook in tha world!!!!

WEDNESDAY;; chilled in tha house all day with my APT biffle steffa... steffa YOUR FUCKING CRAZY yes i put it on blogger for the public to read but i freaking love you girl...

okay so at tha end of this bloq what did we learn... jesenda likes to drink a little bit tooo much..... but big up's go to my boys in tha APT;; Mr. OmG, Clint, Nash, Carlos, Bum ( you got issues but you my nigga )O'Bryan love you guys i miss you already!!!!!!! Imma be in FlA a little bit longer yall wanna take a road trip up to Orlando if im still here hit me up... lol

NYC hOmeless persOns...

i live in broOklyn for those of you that dont kno... recently i went to go see some friends in tha brOnx ( brOnx is wack!!! for tha record lol ) but any way... on my 2hour train ride home i realized that NYC has tha funniest/craziest homeless in tha whole world... ive seen niggas pee on themselves niggas in skirts... a group of homeless smoking L's in an underground subway car;; hot boxing tha whole car... omg tha craziest one... homeless lady giving a homeless man head in tha middle of rush hour ( sub way cars were packed ) i understand it's sad their homeless dont get me wrong but any1 who lives in NY can tell you tha homeless here OD!!! this prolly tha most random blOq ever but it is wat it is... BedstUy do or die =]

tattoO #6

haven't been into bloqqinq very much lately... been really busy life chanqinq decisions allll over aqain... any who... qotta new tattoO!!!!!!



stands for jeannette ( my mother ) jose ( my father ) and jesenda ( me )[ J.three ]

finally time

Coraline is Now in theaters... i wish there was a midnight showing because i def. would have went but there's not soooooo i gotta wait til noon [ before work ] to go see it... cant wait... got my tickets all ready... [ i love fandago ] lmfao

P.S. these will be mine.... [ i hope ]


my " gift " from the mice sent to my iphOne;;

MTB4

im not big on watching tv... i watch the Football games and the Secret Life of American Teenager... but one show i never miss out on... is Making the Band.... boy lemme tell you my cousin justin and i would be out in Mullen's with all the boys playing ball.. but at 945 on Monday night... we were out to go home and watch MTB4 season 1... but tonight starts season 3... they calling it..."Damaged"... dont miss it starts tonight... 9pm ET time on MTV lol

superbOwl

Ok i really could care less who won this superbowl im a giants fan;; thats what my cousins made me and thats what i will always be until im an old lady... i love the game im so into it.. when before i thought it was the most boring game ever... ( then i remembered golf ) lol
but at my job we did this thing called boxes... heres 1oo boxes on a piece of paper where you pay 5o dollars for a box nd when are the boxes are filled we randomly pick numbers and that go along side of the outer boxes... so then its like a multiplication table you match up the numbers to the scores at the end of each corner and depending on the quarter you win a prize ....
Prizes;;
1st qt - 5oo
half time - 1,2oo
reverse - 2oo ( which is the half time score filp example score is steelers 27 cards 23 flip steelers 23 cards 27 )
3rd qt - 5oo
final score - 2,4oo
reverse - 2oo

i split two boxes and brought one of my own... i spent 100 dollars these were my boxes

purple = boxes who won
blue = my boxes

my scores could have been... steelers ending in 4 cards ending in 8 steelers ending in 3 cards ending in 7 or steelers ending in 8 cards ending in 3... alll very good numbers if you know football...

if the steelers would have went for a 2 point conversion instead of a field goal for there final touch down i would have won the 2,4oo dollars... but they didnt... so i won the final reverse of 2oo better then nothing i got my money back plus an extra bill... lol

lions tigers and bears

this song has been my iphOne's ring tone for 3 months and now its finally coming out with a video.. eitha way i love this song... still dont think she's " as good as lauryn hill" like people were trying to gas me and tell me... but the song is great....

is Michael Jordan on drugs??

Michael Jordan one of the best basketball players of all time. And the man who created the biggest fashion trend of ALLLL time. every kid on the block gotta have a fresh pair of J O sneakers lol .... honestly i would where Jordan's until i die if it wasn't for tha fact that every pair of sneakers this man is releasing right now are trash.... 1st and for most after about 17 every retro pair is horrible... especially when he got into the 2o's omq beyond horrible. then his brilliant idea to drop packages... that was tha most creative idea he had in years...  To rerelease 2 retro sneakers based on there numbers to equal 23.. example 1's + 22's = 23 or 11's + 12's = 23. but then the drugs hit... Jordan making the " fusions " where he combined air force ones with one of his retro sneakers. its a mess... good efforts but a mess... its like he couldnt choose what he wanted to put on, one air forces or a pair of J's... so he put them together. Then he comes up with the idea to release the " 6 rings " the idea was to put 6 different retro sneakers together to get one pair... result they look like fake 11's.... sorry folks i just cant do that, any ways last but certainly not least.... the release of the tru flights. i don't even kno the history on those all i kno is they look like 7's and look horrible....  fact of the matter is Jordan is loosing touch in what his fans want... he should just keep dropping retro sneakers 1 -23 because at this point with what's being released the only people wearing them are the young kids that aren't TRUE SNEAKER HEADS. bring back my SINGLE retro releases on wednesday or saturday mornings!!!!

examples of the mess:: 

o1. fusion 6's  o2. " 6 rings " o3. " Tru Flights "

 

cHOices

everyone has choices to make every single day of their lives, even if they are just little choices we make day to day. But did you ever think about what your life could have been if you made a different choice. If you finished high school or didn't finish... if you moved away or stayed where you were. Seriously did you ever think like damn i made the decision to not talk to a certain person, or not take a certain person as seriously as i should have... what did i miss out on when deciding on not talking to them... could they have been the one for me. Choices are exactly what there cut out to be... but question is what could have been if we didn't choose?

-biiqdeal